Change of direction

The last few days have been amazing!!! Friday I kissed the girl of dreams, Fi, and now I feel on top of the world knowing that we are together. The best feeling is waking up to see her in my arms :) im taking her to the movies tonight and when i told her what her birthday present was it made her smile so much. She cant wait til it gets here. She has shave for a cure tomorrow and then her party on the weekend. Not sure how i feel about a male stripper giving her a lap dance but ill see what happens. I just hope that this feeling never ends :)

For a change

For once I would like to have luck with love. Every time I find the type of girl I would love to date, I'm stuck in the friend zone cause for one reason or another I'll never be able to date that girl. They are either a brothers girlfriend or ex, or a friend I have known for ages. Either way I'm stuck. I could never dog my bros by dating their exes but sometimes I just wish that I could find a girl like them. And its hard dating a friend cause it could wreck everything. I have no luck with girls in anyway elsewhere either. Im not the guy that got invited to party's so I have a hard time meeting girls. Hell I have never actually been to a proper party. So each time I find a girl I could date that I connect with on some many levels Im stuck in the friend zone. I just wish I could finally catch a break. I really do.